Carlo's Online Blog

Ravers have been blinded after burned by laser light show.

2008-08-10T19:19:00.000-07:00

Who knew raving could cost you your eyesight?!?!

According to a news report, dozens of ravers in Russia have been blinded after their retinas were burned by a giant laser light show.

A total of 61 people have been admitted to hospitals across Moscow, city health officials confirmed.

Nyet!!!!

Some ravers have lost up to 80 per cent of their vision and doctors say they are unlikely to recover.

Apparently, heavy rain forced rave organizers to erect massive tents for the an all-nighter and giant lasers that normally shoot into the sky were refracted into ravers' eyes.
An eye expert who treated some of the cases said the chance of regaining vision is 'already impossible

Thats horrible! so sad! people were just trying to have a good time and they end up blind!!.

YIKES! carefull party goer..

Heal Me

2008-06-25T22:41:00.000-07:00

I really really love this song, no matter how im blue it keeps on healing me…

Now, we have gotten through
one more fall,
I can just admit I’ve got it all
’cause I do
’cause I’ve got you.
We’ve crossed these battle lines
too many times.
It passes through the heart.
But it never leaves a mark.

‘Cause your love just keeps on healing me,
no matter how I bruise.
If I just trust you,
your love just keeps on dealing me
one more cure, one more chance
that wasn’t there before,
In your arms, no pain can harm the way I’m feeling
‘Cause don’t you know that your love is healing.

I kicked around these lines in my head
but I never listened to the words that you said.
See where it’s lead.
Well, I think I have it now

‘Cause you’ve showed me how
And all I had to do
was just to keep my eyes on you.

Ngayo'y naririto

2008-06-21T19:21:00.000-07:00

Ang ganda ng meaning ng kanta,the first time i heard this sabi ko someday sana eh may mapag alayan ako ng kantang ganito,and now i already found him so i dedicate this one for my bhe coh.

Nang minsan ay naranasan ko ang mag-isa
Pilit ko na nilimot ang tulad niya
Na dati ay mahal na mahal

Nakita ka
At nasabi kong ikaw na nga
Ang hinahanapa't dinarasal
Na makapiling ko

Ngayo'y naririto
Isang katulad mo
Na sa'kin ay magmamahal
Ng buong tapat
Nangakong akin lamang
Pag-ibig na wagas
Ang s'yang naramdaman
'Yan ay nagmumula sa'yo
Sa puso ko
At kapwa ay hindi magbabago

Nakita ka
At nasabi kong ikaw na nga
Ang hinahanapa't dinarasal
Na makapiling ko

-
Lab u bhe coh

Here I am

2008-06-14T18:56:00.001-07:00

Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So there's no sense pretending
My heart it's not mending

Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh, baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without you

On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain

I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you

Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without
Go on without
It's just no good without you

Without you, without you, without you
Oh baby, those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without, you

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2008-05-31T19:31:00.001-07:00

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Come Around

2008-05-31T19:27:00.000-07:00

I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore when you broke my heart
I'm depressed upstairs and I'm remembering where
And when and how and why'd you have to go so far
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around
I'm dressed all in white and I remember the night
You came on to me and opened up my heart
I was hollow then till you filled me in now I'm empty again
I should have never let it start
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around
No one else can fix me although sometimes my heart tricks me
Into thinking someone else will do
But you're the only one you are the only one
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around
So come around so come around
I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore when you broke my heart

Rushed to the Hospital

2008-05-24T18:50:00.000-07:00

Last friday morning i woke up with such a pain in my stomach I could not catch my breath the worst pain I have ever felt, .

a whole new pics...

2008-05-06T18:10:00.000-07:00

Medyo chubby na ko wahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Retouch my fuckin' body!

2008-05-02T18:04:00.000-07:00

Listen to this by Jackie Beat So So Hilarious, I fucking love it!!! hahahah

Jackie Beat, still young and sweet!
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah…

You know I’m gettin’ older
And I’ve gained some weight, too
In my imagination I am just 22
I’m way too busy to do Jenny, Weight Watchers, too
The fast food is to blame, cholesterol’s through the roof

If there's a camera up in here that’s takin’ photographs of me
Then it’s true, that you
Must sign this confidentiality agreement right here
tellin’ you, what to do
'Cause if you run the pics you got without the use of PhotoShop
I will hunt you down
'Cause baby this is show business, nobody wants the truth
Don’t even try it, this is my diet

Retouch my body
Stretch me some more
Take off sixty pounds
Then take off ten more
Retouch my body
Re-size my head
Clean up my skin
Please tone down the red
Retouch my body
Lipo my thighs
With your computer mouse
I’m as big as a house
Retouch my body
Remove every curve
I’m goin’ to the mall to get a soft serve

Give me a tiny waist because I eat like a slob
Remove a chin or two and how’s about a nose job?
Erase under my eyes where it is wrinkled and dark
Your resume says that you worked on Jurrasic Park

If there's a camera up in here that’s takin’ photographs of me
Then it’s true, that you
Must sign this confidentiality agreement in blood
or else you, will get sued
Cuz if I end up on Perez, Hilton lookin’ like a lez
I will hunt you down
'Cause baby this is show business, nobody wants the truth
Don’t even try it, this is my diet

Retouch my body
Don’t wanna look tragic
So call In-dustrial
Light & Magic
Retouch my body
Make me look lean
Like fat-ass Oprah
on O Magazine
Retouch my body
Even out my tits
And make sure that this haute couture size 2 fits
Retouch my body
Blur it some more
Come on and give me what I’m payin’ you for
Retouch my body

I just want some gummi bears, I refuse to take the stairs
Make me fuckin’ young and sweet
Get rid of my celluleet
I don’t want no photo, boy
I want an oil painting
Retouch my body

Retouch my body
Don’t cause any trouble
I am in denial
Don’t ya’ burst my bubble
Retouch my body
Just look at Madonna
In real life she looks like
An ancient iguana
Retouch my body
And if you can of course
Try to make me look
Like less of a horse
Retouch my body
I’ve no other choice
I only wish you could retouch my voice
Retouch my fuckin' body!

Somebody tell me why i'm on my own..

2008-04-23T17:02:00.001-07:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

when you love someone

2008-04-15T18:48:00.001-07:00

When you think of your past love,you may view it was a failure.but when you find a new love,you may veiw the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What important is that you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you realy love someone when you want him/her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it...Everything happens for the best. IF the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be affraid to love someone else again, For you'll never know unless you give it a try. you'll never love a person you unless you risk for love. LOVE strives in HURTING... If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love...wana feel love? kiss the flame and feel the pain...

-Carlo_SAD

When youre being ignored

2008-04-15T18:39:00.000-07:00

Isn't it obvious that he doesnt have feelings for you, cuz if he did, then he would be with you and not with another person..right? Reality check!!!! Try to figure it out and put some sense into your head.. It will hurt you more if you dont see the truth as it is, dont force yourself to someone who doesnt want you anymore cuz it will only make you a fool.. Save yourself!!! Get a Life!!!

-Carlo_SAD

2008-04-05T18:39:00.000-07:00

Why is it so hard to find the right guy?

2008-04-01T16:51:00.000-07:00

This song explains why I am so afraid of commiting to a relationship with. I have been burnt way to many times and have had the game played on me too much. My heart is tired of that hurt, and I have guarded it too much, to keep from getting hurt, and I feel I have pushed away,
with the way I guard my heart.
oh life... why its always like everytime i like someone
he's always like already in a relationship.
And that makes me really really really SAD :(
why is so hard to find a person to share your life with???
"It is so hard to find a genuine relationship."
sucks!

-CARLO

All the love in the world.

2008-03-24T17:57:00.000-07:00

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)

crashing ampootah!

Binibining pilipinas miss world 2008 - Janina San Miguel

2008-03-15T20:50:00.001-07:00

PAOLO: #15 janina san miguel!!! (lakad na si janina palapit kay paolo)

PAOLO: janina, how are you???

JANINA: i'm fine.

PAOLO: alright, so you won two of the major awards: best in long gown, best in swim suit. Do you feel any pressure right now?

JANINA: no, i don't feel any pressure right now.

PAOLO: confident! alright! (mega smile naman si janina! hehe...) pls choose the name of the judge. (after bumunot) we have ms. vivian tan.

VIVIAN: good evening!

JANINA: good evening! (pasweet voice pa ito. hehe)

VIVIAN: the question is what role did your family play for you as a candidate to bb. pilipinas???

<<>>

JANINA: well, my family's role for me is so important... because there was the, they're, they was the one who's very... haha... oh i'm so sorry! amm... my pamily, my family.. hoah my god! haym... ok.. i'm so sorry! hay.. i told you that i'm so confident. eto... am... wait... ahahahaha... amm... sorry guys because this was really my pirst pageant ever because i'm only seventeen years old. and ahahhh... i, i've did not expect that i came from, i came from one of the tough ten! mmm... so... but i said... that... my family is the most important persons in my life... Thank you!

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NAKAKATAWA TALGA ANG SAGOT NA YUN!!!

ANU MSSBI NIO SA SAGOT NIA NA YAN????

Manila Ocean Park Now open

2008-03-15T20:48:00.001-07:00

Many have been asking when the park will open and fortunately I was able to see the park. It is only on its soft opening. So many parts are still not yet done. But the whole oceanarium is finished already.

Entrance rate is Php400 for adults. I forgot how much it is for kids though. They however give special discounts to school field trips or company sponsored family day.

They open from 10AM til 9PM.

Akin ka na Lang...

2008-03-10T18:54:00.000-07:00

'wag kang maniwala d'yan. 'di ka n'ya mahal talaga
Sayang lang ang buhay mo kung mapupunta ka lang sa kanya
Iiwanan ka lang n'yan, mag-ingat ka
Dagdag ka lamang sa milyun-milyong babae n'ya

Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

'di naman ako bolero katulad ng ibang tao
Ang totoo'y pag nandyan ka medyo nabubulol pa nga ako
Malangis lang ang dila n'yan, 'wag kang madala
Dahan-dahan ka lang, baka pati ika'y mabiktima
('wag naman sana)

Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

'di naman sa sinisiraan ko ang pangit na 'yan
'wag ka dapat sa'kin magduda
Hinding-hindi kita pababayaan!

Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

Akin ka na lang
Liligaya ka sa pag-ibig ko
Akin ka na lang
At wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo
akin ka na lang BABYLUV!

New Video uploaded...

2008-03-08T18:26:00.000-08:00

enjoy and dance with me!

My life’s just…..Fine!

2008-03-08T18:22:00.000-08:00

You know I love music
And every time I hear something hot
It makes me wanna move
It makes me wanna have fun
But it’s something about this joint right here
This joint right here
Its makes me wanna…..Woooh

Let it go……
Can’t let this thing called love get away from you
Feel free right now, go do what you want to do
Can’t let nobody take it away, from you, from me, from we
No time for moping around, are you kidding?
And no time for negative vibes, cause I’m winning
It’s been a long week, I put in my hardest
Gonna live my life, feels so good to get it right

So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
Don't stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain’t worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my vibe right
I aint gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine

Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
Keep your head up high
In yourself, believe in you, believe in me
Having a really good time, I’m not complaining
And I’m a still wear a smile if it's raining
I got to enjoy myself regardless
I appreciate life, I’m so glad that it's fine

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine

If ever you're in my arms again

2008-03-04T17:25:00.000-08:00

It all came so easy, all the loving you gave me
The feelings we shared, and I still can remember
How your touch was so tender, it told me you cared
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just couldn't see, until it was gone
A second once in a lifetime, may be too much to ask
But I swear from now on

If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time will never end

Now I'm seeing clearly
How I still need you near me
I still love you so
There's something between us
That won't ever leave us
There's no letting go
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just didn't know it
Till my life fell apart
A second once in a lifetime
Isn't too much to ask
'Cause I swear from the heart

The best of romances,
deserve second chances
I'll get to you somehow
'Cause I promise now

Thought I'd pick the best song that reflects the way I am...at least emotionally.There are things that I couldnt put into words... It made me teary eyed.

My Greatest ambition

2008-02-23T18:15:00.000-08:00

I like older muscular guys with huge dicks. not much into looks, money and brains
but at least have a muscular healthy body. That's all i'm asking...

My ultimate fantasy is to be gangbanged by all pumped-up sweaty kanto-looking
bodybuilders with b.o. shooting off their loads inside me at the kanto gym. I just
love the musky smell of men, semen, armpits, singits, unwashed underwear, and
sometimes kupal... Well assuming these men are all healthy.

If i have money, i would like to have an orgy with basketball players,
machodancers, models and celebs why not, and gym instructors at ff. but i couldn't even afford to enter ff. good thing god gave me just enough.

I love pornstars Jeff Palmer, Tom Chase, Mike Branson, Nacho Vidal and Carlos
Morales. i also like pinoy boldstars Gino Antonio, Anton Bernardo (the ultimate
pinoy sex god for me), John Apacible, Jay Manalo and Carlo Maceda.
i tried having sex in an office, the kitchen and on the car. i would also like to
try on the bus, over the mountains, in an airplane, and maybe in a public restroom.
i like vanilla sex but sometimes i also like being hot and raunchy. I really love
cuddling, to fuck and be fucked, doggystyle while kissing behind, long sessions of
69, loud moaning, pinoy dirty talking, and maybe if pushed to the extreme, double
fucking.

My greatest ambition is to be the ultimate pokpok, or sex machine and hope to
redeem all the lonely gay's insatiable hunger for meat. How i wish my toes and
fingers are all huge hung dicks so i can accomodate all of them. do condoms come in
gloves?

Please don't judge me, i'm only malibog to the one i'm gonna fall in love with...

-

CARLO

HAHAHA... so so funny!

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2008-02-13T18:16:00.000-08:00

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a pic to remember...

2008-02-13T18:10:00.000-08:00

Boys Fighting Over Me

2008-01-24T20:22:00.000-08:00

Everytime I turn around
the boys fighting over me.
Everytime I step outta the house
they wanna fight over me.
Maybe cuz I'm hot to death
and I'm so so so sexy.
All the boy, all the silly boys
they wanna fight over me.

We in the VIP killin an ouncing,
whoever aint two steppin is willy bouncing.
Yea and you know the name of the game
so let go of your dame she chose me,
ever since the DJ announced him.
She got the right tool.
Little button down,
all YSL shades,
the ice is bright too.
And I'm around goons,
you might as well let me get her,
promise to send her back tomorrow around noon.
Sore loser but a good winner,
besides that she could use a little hood in her.
The 40 from autobon and the hood in her,
could bend her in the range,
backseat in the center.
Get violent.
If money wanna drive me there's something on the tip of my flicky(?) that spits silent.
I don't feel haters,
and if you're feeling some kind of way,
email him and tell him you're still Jada's.

Boys, Boys, Boys fighting over me.

Boyfriend on The Dancefloor?

2008-01-15T18:43:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,

Im dating someone who likes going to club every weekend,well i wouldn't call myself a party boy per se...
but I do club occasionally... sometimes on my own.

So, perhaps I still qualify to be a clubber.... I Just wanna know A relationship with a clubber, Can it last? so this is my two cents worth as a "clubber"

From my perspective, clubbing is to socialise, show off & have fun.

I do get a little naughty on the dance floor sometimes, get a little touchy feel-ly and stuff...
But I don't think that means anything at all.

I find the whole point of going clubbing is to let your hair down... and lose your inhibitions. (Frankly, I don't get the people who go to clubs, just to stand around.) But so call "loose" behaviour on the dance floor doesn't mean this clubber is available for casual sex.

It is what it is... "naughty behaviour on the dance floor" nothing more nothing less.I have had two indecent proposals thrown at me... but I don't find it difficult at all to refuse them. Why? Because I know what it is to have sex with the guy you love. Casual sex just doesn't cut it.

So can a relationship with a clubber last? Well, I am a human being, I too want love and
stability... And I am also actively looking and dating... so for my sake, I certainly hope it does.

At the end of it... it's all about respect and trust. I respect him enough to know my limits and he respect and trusts me to be sensible and faithful.

-CARLO-

Here in your arms - Hello Goodbye

2008-01-15T18:40:00.000-08:00

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Here in your arms.
Oh, here in your... arms.

Look Up The Sky.....

2008-01-05T18:36:00.000-08:00

Thats what my mom always ask me when there are flying plane on the top of our house. So i learned to Look at the sky sometimes when i am bored.

some lovin...

2008-01-05T18:17:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,

My life is still like blank paper. All this years i never had a relationship.
I did tried to find. But didn't work out well. So i give up.

I keep telling myself being single is good, carefree.. can do anything i want! blah...blah...blah!!!

But sometime i really hope someone will be there for me when ever i feel sad, or maybe share my happiness with me.

In the last few days, something came upon me, and somehow I'm beginning to accept "reality".

Another year already come to an end, with it I shall close another chapter of my life. I've
finally decided that what has happened in the last few months is just a dream that I've
conjured up. The words, the intentions, I've just deliberately distort them to keep my hope
alive.

So for 2008, I shall try to stop my infactuation for HIM. It's going to be tough, but I know
like all my previous crush, I will forget HIM.

I know one day, the same sequence will happen again, and again.... I guess that is how it's
going to be, always trying to love and yet ending up being loveless.

It's such a bitter sweet process, each and every one of them. Worst of all I know it's
happening, but I can't stop it from happening, or maybe I just want it to happen.

Loving, and forgetting, loving and forgetting...... Come to think about it, I never did
forget, it's just that the memories are more distant.....

Another year, another time, it was never about finding "the one", it was about experiencing
every one and to continue in believing in "the one". Hope lives when you believe.

Am I in denial? Of course I am. But if no one is getting hurt, being in denial can be a
blessing.

Ive been partying since i was 16. and I'm 28 now .u do the maths. i also happen to know loads of people in the clubs. LOADS. flirt from one bunch to another, get drinks,chat then move
on. And cos I'm easygoing, people think that i sleep around a lot. I'm like WHAT? nights out
are fun but undoubtedly, i always go home alone.

BUT, if i were to bump into somebody who's just my type.i don't mind giving it another shot.
this might sound cliched. but I'm not bitter. cynical and pragmatic. but am not bitter. my
longest relationship was lasted 2 years. :) eh? i AM capable of getting into relationships
and giving my heart away. not THAT cold and vicious and mean, thank you very much! haha!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

-CARLO-

Last Longer

2007-12-18T23:49:00.000-08:00

One common goal amongst virtually all guys is to last longer during sexual intercourse. Unfortunately, most men can’t last as long as they would like and feel inadequate because of it. The first thing that needs to be understood is that the state of mind a person is in has a huge effect on their sexual performance. Getting all uptight and worried is going to do you no good; neither is having a partner that gets really angry about it. Both parties need to work together to improve the situation, and the most important thing is to stay positive.

The first principle behind the techniques and suggestions listed below is the man’s ability to know his own body. By understanding how his body works and how his excitement rises, he should be able to learn how to pace himself better. It is key to know when to slow down to allow your excitement to drop enough so that you can “re-group” and then pick up the pace again. The second principle has to do with decreasing the sensitivity of the penis. By decreasing the sensitivity, it will take more stimulation to achieve the excitement necessary for climax. The following techniques and suggestions should help boost his sexual stamina, but they are not miracle cures, it will take patience and the right attitude to make things better.

Start & Stop Technique

The primary principle of this technique is to stimulate the penis until near ejaculation, and then stop stimulating to allow the level of excitement to drop. This exercise can be performed alone, or with a partner, and should be repeated 3 to 5 times per session. After 2-6 weeks of using this technique you should notice an improvement in your sexual stamina and will eventually not even have to use it to outlast your partner.

Squeeze Technique

Right before you feel you are about to ejaculate, approximately three or four strokes away, stop stimulating and squeeze the base of your penis by wrapping your thumb and index finger around it. Apply firm pressure, focusing on the urethra, the tube running along the underside of the penis. This lessens the tension and holds back the ejaculatory response. Be sure to apply pressure a few strokes before ejaculating … if you wait too long, it may be too late! You should be able to apply this technique anywhere along the shaft of the penis, as long as it squeezes the urethra.

Regular Masturbation

A great method for boosting sexual stamina and releasing sexual tension is regular masturbation. By masturbating more often, you can train yourself to become more used to the stimulation. As you get more and more used to it, it should start taking you progressively longer to climax.

Wearing Condoms

Many couples have claimed that wearing condoms significantly reduces the stimulation of intercourse for both partners, but especially the male. If you are not already using condoms to protect against STD's and pregnancy, try wearing them to increase your stamina. If necessary, consider wearing a thicker condom, it should make a large difference in the amount of stimulation that you feel.

Sex Toys

Following the same line of logic as in “Regular Masturbation” above, you can use sex toys to help you become more “immune” to the pleasure. Sex simulators are recommended over regular vibrators, but both should work. The Robo Suck 2 is a great toy that can bring the best of men to their knees; it sucks, strokes, and vibrates all at once. If the $65 (USD) price tag is a little too much, have a look at our toy store to find a product that fits your budget better.

Lying on ma bed... waiting for someone.

2007-12-16T17:12:00.000-08:00

You got me Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love...

2007-12-16T17:10:00.000-08:00

Can't help it
The girl can't help it [repeat 3x]

First time
That I saw your eyes
Boy you looked right through me, mmmhmm
Play it cool
But I knew you knew
That cupid hit me, mmm mmm

You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
You got me slippin, tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
So in love with you

Can't help it
The girl can't help it [repeat 3x]

Can't breath
When you touch me, see
Butterflies so crazy, mmm mmm
Whoa now, think I'm goin down
Friends don't know whats with me, mmm mmm

You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
You got me slippin, tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
So in love with you

Can't help it
The girl can't help it [repeat 3x]

You know, this isn't the first time this has happened to me
This love sick thing
I like serious relationships and a
A girl like me dont stay single for long
Cuz everytime a boyfriend and I break up
My world is crushed and I'm all alone
The love bug crawls right back up and bites me and I'm back

Can't help it
The girl can't help it [repeat 3x]

You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
You got me slippin, tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
So in love with you

So in love with you
So in love with you

Ngiti..

2007-12-16T00:29:00.000-08:00

Minamasdan kita ng di mo alam
Pinapangarap kong ikaw ay akin
Mapupulang labi at
Matingkad mong ngiti
Umaabot hanggang sa langit

Wag ka lang titingin sa akin at
Baka matunaw ang puso kong sabik

Sa iyong ngiti ako’y nahuhumaling
At sa tuwing ikaw ay gagalaw
Ang mundo’y tumitigil
Para lang sayo ang awit ng aking puso
Sana’t mapansin mo rin ang lihim kong pagtingin

Minamahal kita ng di mo alam
Huwag ka sanang magagalit
Tinamaan yata talaga ang aking puso
Na dati’y akala ko’y manhid
Di pa rin makalapit
Inuunahan ng kaba sa aking dibdib

Sa iyong ngiti ako’y nahuhumaling
At sa tuwing ikaw ay lalapit
Ang mundo’y tumitigil
Ang pangalan mo, sinisigaw ng puso
Sana’y madama mo rin ang lihim kong pagtingin

Sa iyong ngiti ako’y nahuhumaling
At sa tuwing ikaw ay gagalaw
Ang mundo’y tumitigil
Para lang sayo ang awit ng aking puso
Sana;t mapansin ay mo rin ang lihim kong pagtingin…

Sa iyong ngiti…

NoBody Knows It But Me

2007-12-03T16:58:00.000-08:00

wish i had told him how i felt
maybe he'd be here right now

but instead

i pretend that im glad you went away
peaceful walks closin more everyday
and im dyin inside
and nobody knows it but me
mmm ya

like a clown i put on a show
painting it real even nobody knows
and im crying inside
and nobody knows it but me
ya mmm

why didnt i say
the things i needed to say
how could i let my angel get away
now my world is just a tumblin down
i can say it so clearly
but your no where around

the lights are long and the days are so sad
and i just keep thinking about the love that we had
and im missing you
and nobody knows it but me
mm ya mmm ya ya

caring a smile when im broken in two
and im nobody without like someone like you
and im tremblin inside
and nobody knows it but me
ya ya ya

lie awake its a quarter past 3
im screamin at night if i thought u'd leave me
ya my heart is callin you
and nobody knows it but me
baby

how good can i get
you could ask my heart
and like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart
a million words couldnt say
just how i feel
a million years from now you know i'll be loving you still

the nights are long and the days are so sad
and i just keep thinking about the love that we had
and im missing you
and nobody knows it but me

ya ya oooooooo ya ooooooooooooooooooooo
nobody nobody

tomorrow morning im hitting the dusty road
gonna find you where ever
where ever you might go
and im know hold my heart
and hope you come back to me

ya say when

the nights are long and the days are so sad
and i just keep thinking about the love that we had
and im missing you
and nobody knows it but me

I miss u Jacob

P.S. I'm Still Not Over You

2007-11-18T21:39:00.000-08:00

P.S. I'm Still Not Over You

What's up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
But it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you ya you
Still not over you ya you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that still remain since you been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you ya you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you ya you
Still not over you yea

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Oohh..
Still not over you
And how i have tried to for get you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get know better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I'v got nothin to lose
Hope you to hear from soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Carlo_SAD

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2007-11-10T22:40:00.000-08:00

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2007-11-10T21:16:00.001-08:00

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2007-11-10T02:11:00.000-08:00

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Shining Star

2007-11-03T05:54:00.000-07:00

Beautiful Girl

2007-11-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

your way to beautiful girl
that's why it will never work
you had me suicidal, suicidal
when you say it's over
damn all these beautiful girl
they only wanna do you dirt
they'll have you suicidal suicidal
when they say it's over

see it started at the park,used to chill after dark
oh,when you took my arm, that's when we fell apart
cuz we both thought,that love last forever
they say where to young,to get are self's sprung
oh we didn't care,we made it very clear
and they also said, that we couldn't last together
see it's very define,your one of a kind
but your much on my mind, you often get decline
oh lord my baby your driving me crazy

your way to beautiful girl
that's why it will never work
you had me suicidal, suicidal
when you say it's over
damn all these beautiful girl
they only wanna do you dirt
they'll have you suicidal,suicidal
when they say it's over

it was back in 99, watching movies all the time
oh when i went away for doing my first chrime
and i never thought, that we was gonna see each other
and then i came out, mommy move me down south
and oh i with my girl who i though was my world
it came out to be, that she wasn't the girl for me
see it's very define,your one of a kind
but your much on my mind, you often get decline
oh lord my baby your driving me crazy

your way to beautiful girl
that's why it will never work
you had me suicidal, suicidal
when you say it's over
damn all these beautiful girl
they only wanna do you dirt
they'll have you suicidal suicidal
when they say it's over

now we are fussing and now we are fighting
please tell me why, i'm feeling ?
and i don't know, how to make it better
your dating other guys, your telling me lies
oh i can't believe what i'm seeing with my eyes
i'm losing my mind, and i don't think it's clever

your way to beautiful girl
that's why it will never work
you had me suicidal, suicidal
when you say it's over
damn all these beautiful girl
they only wanna do you dirt
they'll have you suicidal suicidal

When its Over.

2007-10-15T20:04:00.000-07:00

Narito....

2007-10-15T19:47:00.000-07:00

summer 2007

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I Rock My Body Hard..

2007-09-12T18:49:00.000-07:00

I must quit, u?

2007-09-12T18:48:00.001-07:00

I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my pain would be in yesterday

I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched all my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit….. you.

I thought that if I didn’t go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn’t go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit….. you.

I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit…. You.

I must quit, I must quit…. You.

Im confuse....

2007-09-12T18:42:00.000-07:00

i like someone but i dont know if he likes me,like the way i like him.
i want to be with him but,i dont know if he wants to be with me.
how would u handle this man..

i dont know if he's interested in me?
i dont know if he wants to go deeper or he just want sex and companion?
or come what may, lived with the consequence....as long as he is with u.. is all that matters most? and il just accept the fact that m not the ONE his looking for or he's not ready yet for a serious relationship?
and just be cool with it.

WHERE I STAND??? my answer is I DONT KNOW!

so whats ur stand?

notti_boy!!!

2007-09-09T23:33:00.001-07:00

G'day Y'all!

2007-09-08T21:17:00.000-07:00

i just want to show y'all my piece of my cube,my room where i spend my time while chattin and watching tv and sleep.LOL

MY Dog is Horny!!

2007-09-08T21:14:00.000-07:00

By the way my Dog Sam, yeah him, that motherfucker is a beast now. Look hes fucking my toes and look at his dick,very thick hahahaha! woof! woof!

I gotta find my way back home

2007-09-08T21:08:00.000-07:00

Thinking back when we first met
I remember what you said
You said you'd never leave me
I let go of your hand
Built my castle in the sand
But now I'm reachin' out again
And I'm not letting go
Till you

Hold me
Mold me
Sometimes I feel so all alone
See, I gotta find my way back home
So why don't you
Shape me
make me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way
Back home

Master upon my knees i pray
I just want to be the clay
Put your arms around me
Place my life in your hands
Lord, I know I'm just a man
I know you understand
This time I'm not letting go
Till you

Anoint me
Appoint me
Sometimes I feel so alone
See, I gotta find my way back home
So why don't you
Chastise me
Baptize me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way

'Cause I'm lost and alone
I've been wandering
Long enough to know
Humbly I search for you
And I'm not gonna rest
Till you

Choose me
Use me
Sometimes I feel so alone
I'm on my way back home

So why don't you
Direct me
Bless me
Wash me whiter then the snow
I'm on my way
Back home

Come Rain Come Shine

2007-08-31T19:35:00.000-07:00

So here it is... saturday... raining... and im still in my pjs. im supposed to be going out today, but im not sure if i still am. i chill with my friends last nite and had so much fun! I don't have a boyfriend right now and I kind of like it,better like that so I can go out and party and have fun, Don`t get me wrong I'm not looking for a quick fuck... boy,i just wanna have fun!

Adapt or give up!

2007-08-31T19:32:00.000-07:00

What i am looking for in a relationship is the good and bad time we have been through along the way. No one is perfectly compatible to anyone else in the world, through discussion, disagreement and quarrel, we know each other better, and finally come up with solution(s) - adapt or give up.

Keep your self busy!

2007-08-30T19:37:00.000-07:00

I never thought

2007-08-30T19:32:00.000-07:00

My world right now is starting to fall in to place... Just like how it used to be before. The only difference now is that there's a gigantic hole in my heart and there's questions, dreams and hopes for my future that I never thought of before.

I don't regret my past relationships at all . Though some relationships have changed me I know for sure there were life lessons I picked up. I learned how to trust again...to let myself live...I'm not afraid to say that I got to experience falling deeep in love....I got to feel what its like to really be with someone that you loved and loved you greatly and that feels great.

kandi_boiJT

Sorry

2007-08-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

I can't tell you enough or in the right words how sorry I am for the things that I've done. I wish I could take back the cheating, lying, and deception. You were supposed to be the person I loved more than anything, and I betrayed you and hurt you the worst that I could have. I wish I could be stronger at times when we're fighting to not egg it on and to be able to just apologize to you and make it stop. I love you, and I'l pray every night for us to get back the trust and love we once had.

I am truly sorry for lying to u. I didn't understand how much I was hurting you.I did something wrong and so now I have to feel bad Forgive me.
I love you boo and no matter where life takes me, i will always care for you and love you..

Carlo_SAD

For everyone

2007-08-28T07:22:00.000-07:00

for my boo...thanks for everything....

A Forbidden Love

2007-08-28T07:20:00.001-07:00

Things had passed, and things had gone. and it's either irrelevant to write every memory that had happened during the time i have not written or maybe i do not want to write it, because its painstaking.

But i wrote for the sake of the people who enjoy reading my journal and it is, through them, that i get my energy of writing again. even if it hurts to remember.

The uglier the truth, the more truth lies in it. makes sense?

Sometimes, i wish of death, not suicidal but something like the earth would swallow me so that this would all end. These are some mornings when I cry and cry and mourn for myself. Some mornings, I’m so angry and bitter. But it doesn’t last too long. Then I get up and say, 'I want to live'.

I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?

What if i never get to say I'm sorry or I love you tomorrow?

The hardest thing for me to do is I have to let you go and I know in my heart that I dont want to - I never have. I will miss you more than I can express - but I have to accept that sometimes you cant undo the hurt. Sometimes you just have to let someone be free. I pray that if you ever miss me you will seek me out - the door is always open. I love you. I pray that my sincere apology reaches you through whatever means and that you will find peace in your heart with me. I am sorry I lied to you.

I know that you may not trust me right now, so I will have to be patient, and that is very hard for me. I love you very much and I want to keep you in my life forever.

Carlo_SAD

Dont Say Goodbye

2007-08-28T07:18:00.001-07:00

my life before was so lonely
my world became dull and empty
i thought there would be no happiness
just when i thought of your existence

i never thought there's still someone
who's so much nice and true
who always gives me the reason to cheer up
when i'm down and blue

and this time i guess i have to be contented
that once in my life i met and have you
my special someone..

Harold thanks for being here with me, thanks for being you.

Love Generation

2007-08-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

(Bam, bam, baba bam, bam,)
(Baba bam, bam, baba bam babam.......)

From Jamaica to the world,
This is just love,
This is just love,
Yeah!

Why must our children play in the streets,
Broken hearts and faded dreams,
Listen up to everyone that you meet,
Don't you worry, it could be so sweet,
Just look to the rainbow, you will see
Sun will shine till eternity,
I've done for much love in my heart,
No-one can tear it apart,
Yeah,

Feel the love generation,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Feel the love generation,
C'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon yeah,

(Whistling.....)

Feel the love generation,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Feel the love generation,
Ooohhh yeah-yeah,

Don't worry about a thing,
It's gonna be alright,
Don't worry about a thing,
It's gonna be alright,
Don't worry about a thing,
It's gonna be alright,
Gonna be, gonna, gonna, gonna be alright,

Why must our children play in the streets,
Broken hearts and faded dreams,
Listen up to everyone that you meet,
Don't you worry, it could be so sweet,
Just look to the rainbow, you will see
Sun will shine till eternity,
I've done for much love in my heart,
No-one can tear it apart,
Yeah,

(Whistling.....)

sad

2007-08-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

ai, i havent really been updating much at all. things have not been going well recently but theres still some ups too. harold pops in my head here n there. cant avoid that problem i cant elaborate much the only other one that i can think of is befriend with him. im not good w/ friends now. its weird, im hanging out w/ other ppl now, im not talking to my other friends that much n it sux.its been such a stressed out week, actually more of like month. oh well yet stupid.

Secret Crush

2007-08-27T07:42:00.000-07:00

Be still me heart, just hush.
I'll get rid of this big bad crush.
If only you knew how much I care.
The kind of love I have for you is rare.

You don't even know my heart's on fire.
You're the one that I desire.
I dream of kissing your sweet lips.
But when I wake, away you slip.

Be still my heart, just hush.
I'll get rid of this big bad crush.
I wish I could tell you how I feel.
Then your touches I wouldn't have to steal.

You would be mine, I wouldn't have to dream.
I could be with you always.
I wouldn't have to scheme.
This secret is so hard to keep.
Into my heart its etched so deep.

shyboi

Work Fit Out Baby

2007-08-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

keeping it fit.

I Like To Get High

2007-08-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

We're sick of being tired ~~ we all want to get wired
We just want to tweak, and stay up for a week!
The lights are always on, we are constantly awake.
We go to people's houses to see what we can take.

We scrub our carpets with a brush, our floors with a rag.
We clean our house for hours, then chase down the bag.
We're paranoid and schitze, but not afraid of Death.
Scandalous and Dishonest, but loyal to our Drug.

At times we are confused, we can't seem to understand
What's happened to our lives, why we're outcasts of the land.
At times we act so crazy, people think we are insane
Irrational thoughts are always running through our brain.

What a high it is, for those of us who deal,
Slinging all the cutter, so we can do the real.
We come up fast ~ we make money by the scores
Everyone's our friend ~ we're surrounded by bag whores.
We blame it on society, cause we're loyal to our Drug.

k-hole

When your being ignore....

2007-08-27T01:20:00.000-07:00

**This is dedicated to all the men and women who are hung up on their EX-BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS..just a lil piece of advice.. being a martyr doesnt make you a saint nor will it make life easier and better for you.. GET REAL!!!

e+k= k-hole

2007-08-26T23:02:00.000-07:00

this is bad.... i partied for so much this week...i went out last nite and i told myself no im not gonna drink too much coz i havent ate.. next thing i know i was drinking like a dumbass... and i was stoned too coz i partee and take some k. i wanted to dance so bad but i was too embarassed but then when the alcohol+e+k finally kicked in, i was at d dance floor with this one guy i dont even know.. but what i dont like is the music in bed,u know its not really good idea to partee there cos of there music waaaa i dont wanna say somthing bad but crap i couldnt even walk straight omg i just feel so bad coz i didnt wanna party like that woops i feel so nauseated ryt now... not cool! so not cool! i want this feeling to go away now! no more partee for me dis week....chillout

When you love someone

2007-08-26T22:52:00.000-07:00