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Ravers have been blinded after burned by laser light show.

Who knew raving could cost you your eyesight?!?!

According to a news report, dozens of ravers in Russia have been blinded after their retinas were burned by a giant laser light show.

A total of 61 people have been admitted to hospitals across Moscow, city health officials confirmed.

Nyet!!!!

Some ravers have lost up to 80 per cent of their vision and doctors say they are unlikely to recover.

Apparently, heavy rain forced rave organizers to erect massive tents for the an all-nighter and giant lasers that normally shoot into the sky were refracted into ravers' eyes.
An eye expert who treated some of the cases said the chance of regaining vision is 'already impossible

Thats horrible! so sad! people were just trying to have a good time and they end up blind!!.

YIKES! carefull party goer..

Heal Me

I really really love this song, no matter how im blue it keeps on healing me…


Now, we have gotten through
one more fall,
I can just admit I’ve got it all
’cause I do
’cause I’ve got you.
We’ve crossed these battle lines
too many times.
It passes through the heart.
But it never leaves a mark.

‘Cause your love just keeps on healing me,
no matter how I bruise.
If I just trust you,
your love just keeps on dealing me
one more cure, one more chance
that wasn’t there before,
In your arms, no pain can harm the way I’m feeling
‘Cause don’t you know that your love is healing.

I kicked around these lines in my head
but I never listened to the words that you said.
See where it’s lead.
Well, I think I have it now

‘Cause you’ve showed me how
And all I had to do
was just to keep my eyes on you.

Ngayo'y naririto

Ang ganda ng meaning ng kanta,the first time i heard this sabi ko someday sana eh may mapag alayan ako ng kantang ganito,and now i already found him so i dedicate this one for my bhe coh.



Nang minsan ay naranasan ko ang mag-isa
Pilit ko na nilimot ang tulad niya
Na dati ay mahal na mahal

Nakita ka
At nasabi kong ikaw na nga
Ang hinahanapa't dinarasal
Na makapiling ko

Ngayo'y naririto
Isang katulad mo
Na sa'kin ay magmamahal
Ng buong tapat
Nangakong akin lamang
Pag-ibig na wagas
Ang s'yang naramdaman
'Yan ay nagmumula sa'yo
Sa puso ko
At kapwa ay hindi magbabago

Nakita ka
At nasabi kong ikaw na nga
Ang hinahanapa't dinarasal
Na makapiling ko


-
Lab u bhe coh

Here I am

Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So there's no sense pretending
My heart it's not mending

Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh, baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without you

On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain

I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you

Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without
Go on without
It's just no good without you

Without you, without you, without you
Oh baby, those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without, you

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Come Around


I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore when you broke my heart
I'm depressed upstairs and I'm remembering where
And when and how and why'd you have to go so far
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around
I'm dressed all in white and I remember the night
You came on to me and opened up my heart
I was hollow then till you filled me in now I'm empty again
I should have never let it start
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around
No one else can fix me although sometimes my heart tricks me
Into thinking someone else will do
But you're the only one you are the only one
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around so come around
So come around so come around
I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore when you broke my heart

Rushed to the Hospital

Last friday morning i woke up with such a pain in my stomach I could not catch my breath the worst pain I have ever felt, .


video

a whole new pics...











Medyo chubby na ko wahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Retouch my fuckin' body!

Listen to this by Jackie Beat So So Hilarious, I fucking love it!!! hahahah




Jackie Beat, still young and sweet!
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah…

You know I’m gettin’ older
And I’ve gained some weight, too
In my imagination I am just 22
I’m way too busy to do Jenny, Weight Watchers, too
The fast food is to blame, cholesterol’s through the roof

If there's a camera up in here that’s takin’ photographs of me
Then it’s true, that you
Must sign this confidentiality agreement right here
tellin’ you, what to do
'Cause if you run the pics you got without the use of PhotoShop
I will hunt you down
'Cause baby this is show business, nobody wants the truth
Don’t even try it, this is my diet

Retouch my body
Stretch me some more
Take off sixty pounds
Then take off ten more
Retouch my body
Re-size my head
Clean up my skin
Please tone down the red
Retouch my body
Lipo my thighs
With your computer mouse
I’m as big as a house
Retouch my body
Remove every curve
I’m goin’ to the mall to get a soft serve

Give me a tiny waist because I eat like a slob
Remove a chin or two and how’s about a nose job?
Erase under my eyes where it is wrinkled and dark
Your resume says that you worked on Jurrasic Park

If there's a camera up in here that’s takin’ photographs of me
Then it’s true, that you
Must sign this confidentiality agreement in blood
or else you, will get sued
Cuz if I end up on Perez, Hilton lookin’ like a lez
I will hunt you down
'Cause baby this is show business, nobody wants the truth
Don’t even try it, this is my diet

Retouch my body
Don’t wanna look tragic
So call In-dustrial
Light & Magic
Retouch my body
Make me look lean
Like fat-ass Oprah
on O Magazine
Retouch my body
Even out my tits
And make sure that this haute couture size 2 fits
Retouch my body
Blur it some more
Come on and give me what I’m payin’ you for
Retouch my body

I just want some gummi bears, I refuse to take the stairs
Make me fuckin’ young and sweet
Get rid of my celluleet
I don’t want no photo, boy
I want an oil painting
Retouch my body

Retouch my body
Don’t cause any trouble
I am in denial
Don’t ya’ burst my bubble
Retouch my body
Just look at Madonna
In real life she looks like
An ancient iguana
Retouch my body
And if you can of course
Try to make me look
Like less of a horse
Retouch my body
I’ve no other choice
I only wish you could retouch my voice
Retouch my fuckin' body!

Somebody tell me why i'm on my own..

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

when you love someone

When you think of your past love,you may view it was a failure.but when you find a new love,you may veiw the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What important is that you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you realy love someone when you want him/her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it...Everything happens for the best. IF the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be affraid to love someone else again, For you'll never know unless you give it a try. you'll never love a person you unless you risk for love. LOVE strives in HURTING... If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love...wana feel love? kiss the flame and feel the pain...

-Carlo_SAD

When youre being ignored

Isn't it obvious that he doesnt have feelings for you, cuz if he did, then he would be with you and not with another person..right? Reality check!!!! Try to figure it out and put some sense into your head.. It will hurt you more if you dont see the truth as it is, dont force yourself to someone who doesnt want you anymore cuz it will only make you a fool.. Save yourself!!! Get a Life!!!

-Carlo_SAD



Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone


-
........ CP

Why is it so hard to find the right guy?


This song explains why I am so afraid of commiting to a relationship with. I have been burnt way to many times and have had the game played on me too much. My heart is tired of that hurt, and I have guarded it too much, to keep from getting hurt, and I feel I have pushed away,
with the way I guard my heart.
oh life... why its always like everytime i like someone
he's always like already in a relationship.
And that makes me really really really SAD :(
why is so hard to find a person to share your life with???
"It is so hard to find a genuine relationship."
sucks!

-CARLO

All the love in the world.

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)


crashing ampootah!



Binibining pilipinas miss world 2008 - Janina San Miguel

PAOLO: #15 janina san miguel!!! (lakad na si janina palapit kay paolo)

PAOLO: janina, how are you???

JANINA: i'm fine.

PAOLO: alright, so you won two of the major awards: best in long gown, best in swim suit. Do you feel any pressure right now?

JANINA: no, i don't feel any pressure right now.

PAOLO: confident! alright! (mega smile naman si janina! hehe...) pls choose the name of the judge. (after bumunot) we have ms. vivian tan.

VIVIAN: good evening!

JANINA: good evening! (pasweet voice pa ito. hehe)

VIVIAN: the question is what role did your family play for you as a candidate to bb. pilipinas???

<<>>

JANINA: well, my family's role for me is so important... because there was the, they're, they was the one who's very... haha... oh i'm so sorry! amm... my pamily, my family.. hoah my god! haym... ok.. i'm so sorry! hay.. i told you that i'm so confident. eto... am... wait... ahahahaha... amm... sorry guys because this was really my pirst pageant ever because i'm only seventeen years old. and ahahhh... i, i've did not expect that i came from, i came from one of the tough ten! mmm... so... but i said... that... my family is the most important persons in my life... Thank you!

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NAKAKATAWA TALGA ANG SAGOT NA YUN!!!

ANU MSSBI NIO SA SAGOT NIA NA YAN????

Manila Ocean Park Now open


Many have been asking when the park will open and fortunately I was able to see the park. It is only on its soft opening. So many parts are still not yet done. But the whole oceanarium is finished already.

Entrance rate is Php400 for adults. I forgot how much it is for kids though. They however give special discounts to school field trips or company sponsored family day.

They open from 10AM til 9PM.

Akin ka na Lang...




'wag kang maniwala d'yan. 'di ka n'ya mahal talaga
Sayang lang ang buhay mo kung mapupunta ka lang sa kanya
Iiwanan ka lang n'yan, mag-ingat ka
Dagdag ka lamang sa milyun-milyong babae n'ya

Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

'di naman ako bolero katulad ng ibang tao
Ang totoo'y pag nandyan ka medyo nabubulol pa nga ako
Malangis lang ang dila n'yan, 'wag kang madala
Dahan-dahan ka lang, baka pati ika'y mabiktima
('wag naman sana)

Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

'di naman sa sinisiraan ko ang pangit na 'yan
'wag ka dapat sa'kin magduda
Hinding-hindi kita pababayaan!

Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

Akin ka na lang
Liligaya ka sa pag-ibig ko
Akin ka na lang
At wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo
akin ka na lang BABYLUV!

New Video uploaded...

video
enjoy and dance with me!

My life’s just…..Fine!


You know I love music
And every time I hear something hot
It makes me wanna move
It makes me wanna have fun
But it’s something about this joint right here
This joint right here
Its makes me wanna…..Woooh

Let it go……
Can’t let this thing called love get away from you
Feel free right now, go do what you want to do
Can’t let nobody take it away, from you, from me, from we
No time for moping around, are you kidding?
And no time for negative vibes, cause I’m winning
It’s been a long week, I put in my hardest
Gonna live my life, feels so good to get it right

So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
Don't stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain’t worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my vibe right
I aint gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine

Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
Keep your head up high
In yourself, believe in you, believe in me
Having a really good time, I’m not complaining
And I’m a still wear a smile if it's raining
I got to enjoy myself regardless
I appreciate life, I’m so glad that it's fine

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine



If ever you're in my arms again


It all came so easy, all the loving you gave me
The feelings we shared, and I still can remember
How your touch was so tender, it told me you cared
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just couldn't see, until it was gone
A second once in a lifetime, may be too much to ask
But I swear from now on


If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time will never end

Now I'm seeing clearly
How I still need you near me
I still love you so
There's something between us
That won't ever leave us
There's no letting go
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just didn't know it
Till my life fell apart
A second once in a lifetime
Isn't too much to ask
'Cause I swear from the heart


The best of romances,
deserve second chances
I'll get to you somehow
'Cause I promise now



Thought I'd pick the best song that reflects the way I am...at least emotionally.There are things that I couldnt put into words... It made me teary eyed.

My Greatest ambition


I like older muscular guys with huge dicks. not much into looks, money and brains
but at least have a muscular healthy body. That's all i'm asking...

My ultimate fantasy is to be gangbanged by all pumped-up sweaty kanto-looking
bodybuilders with b.o. shooting off their loads inside me at the kanto gym. I just
love the musky smell of men, semen, armpits, singits, unwashed underwear, and
sometimes kupal... Well assuming these men are all healthy.

If i have money, i would like to have an orgy with basketball players,
machodancers, models and celebs why not, and gym instructors at ff. but i couldn't even afford to enter ff. good thing god gave me just enough.

I love pornstars Jeff Palmer, Tom Chase, Mike Branson, Nacho Vidal and Carlos
Morales. i also like pinoy boldstars Gino Antonio, Anton Bernardo (the ultimate
pinoy sex god for me), John Apacible, Jay Manalo and Carlo Maceda.
i tried having sex in an office, the kitchen and on the car. i would also like to
try on the bus, over the mountains, in an airplane, and maybe in a public restroom.
i like vanilla sex but sometimes i also like being hot and raunchy. I really love
cuddling, to fuck and be fucked, doggystyle while kissing behind, long sessions of
69, loud moaning, pinoy dirty talking, and maybe if pushed to the extreme, double
fucking.

My greatest ambition is to be the ultimate pokpok, or sex machine and hope to
redeem all the lonely gay's insatiable hunger for meat. How i wish my toes and
fingers are all huge hung dicks so i can accomodate all of them. do condoms come in
gloves?

Please don't judge me, i'm only malibog to the one i'm gonna fall in love with...

-

CARLO

HAHAHA... so so funny!

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a pic to remember...





Boys Fighting Over Me


Everytime I turn around
the boys fighting over me.
Everytime I step outta the house
they wanna fight over me.
Maybe cuz I'm hot to death
and I'm so so so sexy.
All the boy, all the silly boys
they wanna fight over me.


We in the VIP killin an ouncing,
whoever aint two steppin is willy bouncing.
Yea and you know the name of the game
so let go of your dame she chose me,
ever since the DJ announced him.
She got the right tool.
Little button down,
all YSL shades,
the ice is bright too.
And I'm around goons,
you might as well let me get her,
promise to send her back tomorrow around noon.
Sore loser but a good winner,
besides that she could use a little hood in her.
The 40 from autobon and the hood in her,
could bend her in the range,
backseat in the center.
Get violent.
If money wanna drive me there's something on the tip of my flicky(?) that spits silent.
I don't feel haters,
and if you're feeling some kind of way,
email him and tell him you're still Jada's.



Boys, Boys, Boys fighting over me.

Boyfriend on The Dancefloor?



Dear Diary,


Im dating someone who likes going to club every weekend,well i wouldn't call myself a party boy per se...
but I do club occasionally... sometimes on my own.

So, perhaps I still qualify to be a clubber.... I Just wanna know A relationship with a clubber, Can it last? so this is my two cents worth as a "clubber"

From my perspective, clubbing is to socialise, show off & have fun.

I do get a little naughty on the dance floor sometimes, get a little touchy feel-ly and stuff...
But I don't think that means anything at all.

I find the whole point of going clubbing is to let your hair down... and lose your inhibitions. (Frankly, I don't get the people who go to clubs, just to stand around.) But so call "loose" behaviour on the dance floor doesn't mean this clubber is available for casual sex.


It is what it is... "naughty behaviour on the dance floor" nothing more nothing less.I have had two indecent proposals thrown at me... but I don't find it difficult at all to refuse them. Why? Because I know what it is to have sex with the guy you love. Casual sex just doesn't cut it.


So can a relationship with a clubber last? Well, I am a human being, I too want love and
stability... And I am also actively looking and dating... so for my sake, I certainly hope it does.

At the end of it... it's all about respect and trust. I respect him enough to know my limits and he respect and trusts me to be sensible and faithful.


-CARLO-

Here in your arms - Hello Goodbye

Align Center

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Here in your arms.
Oh, here in your... arms.

Look Up The Sky.....






Thats what my mom always ask me when there are flying plane on the top of our house. So i learned to Look at the sky sometimes when i am bored.

some lovin...

Dear Diary,



My life is still like blank paper. All this years i never had a relationship.
I did tried to find. But didn't work out well. So i give up.

I keep telling myself being single is good, carefree.. can do anything i want! blah...blah...blah!!!

But sometime i really hope someone will be there for me when ever i feel sad, or maybe share my happiness with me.

In the last few days, something came upon me, and somehow I'm beginning to accept "reality".

Another year already come to an end, with it I shall close another chapter of my life. I've
finally decided that what has happened in the last few months is just a dream that I've
conjured up. The words, the intentions, I've just deliberately distort them to keep my hope
alive.

So for 2008, I shall try to stop my infactuation for HIM. It's going to be tough, but I know
like all my previous crush, I will forget HIM.

I know one day, the same sequence will happen again, and again.... I guess that is how it's
going to be, always trying to love and yet ending up being loveless.

It's such a bitter sweet process, each and every one of them. Worst of all I know it's
happening, but I can't stop it from happening, or maybe I just want it to happen.

Loving, and forgetting, loving and forgetting...... Come to think about it, I never did
forget, it's just that the memories are more distant.....

Another year, another time, it was never about finding "the one", it was about experiencing
every one and to continue in believing in "the one". Hope lives when you believe.

Am I in denial? Of course I am. But if no one is getting hurt, being in denial can be a
blessing.

Ive been partying since i was 16. and I'm 28 now .u do the maths. i also happen to know loads of people in the clubs. LOADS. flirt from one bunch to another, get drinks,chat then move
on. And cos I'm easygoing, people think that i sleep around a lot. I'm like WHAT? nights out
are fun but undoubtedly, i always go home alone.

BUT, if i were to bump into somebody who's just my type.i don't mind giving it another shot.
this might sound cliched. but I'm not bitter. cynical and pragmatic. but am not bitter. my
longest relationship was lasted 2 years. :) eh? i AM capable of getting into relationships
and giving my heart away. not THAT cold and vicious and mean, thank you very much! haha!


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!


-CARLO-